It honestly doesn’t feel like anything, or maybe it just hasn’t hit me. Like on friday when we passed by my school after dinner, it had senior names and what college they are going to, and then it hit me a little. Like i’m not gnna be in those halls, going to those lockers, being in those classrooms or being in those chairs, next week, or ever. Like it’s one thing to be like ohp, be back next year to be upperclassman. And I read my yearbook and there are so many people that I didn’t write it in, and I almost cried reading some. It honestly doesn’t feel different. Today has been too long cause right after graduation we had lunch and then went home and had to get ready for work. And I didn’t even get to take pictures with that many people cause it was so hectic and packed that I grabbed whoever I saw.

Omgaaawh it makes me sad that all these senior activities are at the end of the year cause I feel like it brings us together more. They should do more and have them be throughout the whole school year. So we went on this boat thing and went around the bay, and like went under the bay bridge and got to see the city in lights. It was so pretty, um but I did experience dizziness cause I mean, when the boat is swaying in the waves it does throw you off. At one point, when people were dancing, people would like kinda, not get thrown over but you can feel the sway like from left to right and it was not smooth. There is a lot more to say, but it would be like a full essay, and it might cause some issues between some people, so imma juss be done. Oh, oh, oh, they played that banda shit, honestly thass my shit ahahah, like I was sweating. It is tiring as fuck but it’s sooo fun.

I’m really excited and it’s kinda scary. Like everyone knows each other, some ppl are older than me and i’m still confused about certain things. I’m not sure if this is based of commission but they keep tabs on how much you sell. And I need to clarify if there’s a hair policy cause I was looking forward to dying mine lavender and cotton candy. Then I want to request more days since i’m done with school and I have all the time in the world, not going anywhere this summer. Working in retail is going to be interesting. Like today I went up to this dude and I asked if they needed anything and it’s kinda awkward, or when you talk to a customer and then they juss roll out on you, awkward, again. Tomorrow I have my last final, and I don’t really care. It’s math and i’m out, like i’m done with high school, and no one has put any grades in. Kaaye peace out kubscoutz.