In my thoughts and in my words...

Holy shit, it has been a good while since i’ve posted anything on here. Where do I even begin? Started working at Uniqlo and they have me on some full time shit since i’m still on summer break. It’s physically tiring to work this much especially since i’ve been jobless since last november, but it feels good to be busy, meet new people, and make some fucking money. With school, I go back tomorrow which i’m not really excited about, but i am excited about completing another year of college, and hopefully be on my way to transfer for next feel. It feels good to know that i’m moving closer and closer to where I need to be. And with everything else, i’ve become an insecure gf that doesn’t trust her boyfriend. It sucks. I didn’t choose to feel this. I would never want to feel like this nor do I wish for anyone, boyfriend or girlfriend to feel this way about their significant other. The fact that I have anxiety makes everything worse. I’ve been through dealing with anxiety and it was a good run of not dealing with it, and then it comes right back.

Aug 25
Reunited.
Guy’s Grocery;
Jul 14

Guy’s Grocery;

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TFC;
Jun 5

TFC;

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Spotify;
Jun 4

Spotify;

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Spotify;
Jun 4

Spotify;

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Spotify;
Jun 4

Spotify;

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Spotify;
Jun 4

Spotify;

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Spotify;
Jun 4

Spotify;

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Spotify;
Jun 4

Spotify;

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I used to wonder how people could commit suicide and now it makes a little more sense. It makes more sense when you go to that dark place. Like you literally feel so disconnected. Your mind and body are two separate things where your body can just be going through the motions and your mind isn’t thinking, it’s fucking empty. It’s empty from being emotionally and mentally drained. It’s so fucking scary, like if you don’t snap out of it, then you’re going to lose. I guess i’m to the point where i’m just like neutral now. Like I don’t even know what place my minds in. I think I need like a mental detox er some shit.

May 7
Pro Shot.
iTunes;
May 6

iTunes;

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TFC;
Apr 25

TFC;

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Undercover Boss;
Apr 6

Undercover Boss;

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Undercover Boss;
Apr 6

Undercover Boss;

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Undercover Boss;
Apr 6

Undercover Boss;

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