My dog Snooks.
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Being in a relationship has amplified my anxiety so much, it sucks. At the end of the day, it’s something that I needa work with and something that only I can resolve. It’s an after effect of dealing with depression and sometimes, my anxiety can really get the best of me. Sometimes i catch myself about to break down and I have to collect myself and think about the whole picture, and not just focus on the small thing that i’m dwelling on. Or I have to literally tell myself outloud, “just stop mayumi, stop, you’re fine, juss stop” and I needa take some deep ass breaths to let oxygen come to my brain. And people that don’t have anxiety, sometimes they don’t get it, they don’t understand because they don’t know the feeling.
Dealing with Anxiety.
Youtube; i’m juss being a fatty.
So I got the job at Express and it feels good to know that i’m gnna have money to fucking pay my credit card and pay my ticket. What sucks is that it’s a seasonal position, but whatever, I shouldn’t complain cause at least I have a job. Shit, I should use that persistent customer service techniques that Levi’s taught us cause I know when I was still working there, they would hire a lot of seasonal people and the ones that did a really good job and stood out at sales, they kept them. I juss needa work hard and let my personality show, and then whatever happens after the holidays, i’ll deal with when I get there. I’m still interested in applying at the bank cause that would be really good, especially since i’m changing my major ahah.
American Horror Story; omggggawh.
American Horror Story; that looks so good right about now.
Say Yes to the Dress;
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So I currently don’t have a job, and I had a job interview at Express on monday. I prolly didn’t get it cause they woulda called me by now. I really need money. Like I have a credit card to pay and I have a fucking speeding ticket I need to pay as well. It fucking sucks. I wish I woulda saved money from each paycheck when I was still working cause then I woulda had some saved up to at least cover my credit card spending. Shoot I prolly would have enough to pay the fucking ticket as well. I know learned my fucking lesson. The next job I get, imma take some money from the paycheck and put it aside.
I Need Money.
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TI and Tiny;
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